Friday, August 21, 2009

Dr. Iyanla vanzant

I had no idea that when I met Dr. Vanzant personally a few months ago, how she would touch my life and tell me things about myself that I wasn't aware of. I am so grateful for the lesson even though it was given to me in such a short time. Iyanla picked up on many things about me in such a short time that it still stunned me still today. She told me things about myself that I was aware of but didn't pay much attention too.

It's funny how many people in this world do not know thyself. Knowing thyself is the greatest gift on this earth!

Iyanla told me this year, 2009, would be a "1" meaning something great would happen to me and for me. I had no idea what she was talking about until today. "Yesterday and Today I cried" tears of joy as my life unfolded in front of me. The things that are happening in my life today has made me more grateful and so much more aware of the Lord Jesus Christ. I put all faith and trust in him and only him.

The "1" has come through and I am so proud of what I have accomplished with the help of God, Jesus, the Lord himself. My life could not get any better but it's funny, I know it will as I finish my last 7th year. As Iyanla has said and my Herbalist, Dr. Earl, we are reborn every 7 years and as we are reborn our body changes and we know ourselves better and deeper every 7 years. I am at the end of my 5th rebirth and will start the 6th with happy wide open arms, eyes, soul, and spirit.

Friday, April 17, 2009

Why me?

I have asked this question many times in my head
...over and over again. Why me?
Why did I have to go through all of this
Why me
Why did I have to inherit this disease
Why me
Why have I been battling back and forth
Why me
Why can't it just stay away forever
Don't visit me every day, every other day, week, month, year
Why me

Nobody understands me
And I don't understand them
My disease is my secret
I will carry it to my grave
Or should I reach out and help anothers
Since I know more now than I did 5, 10, 15 years ago
Why me, why me

As I research my disease and know how to deal
I will be sure to share and help another
As it's in my nature to help anyone in need
I will apply everything I've learned from my research
And apply it to my everyday life

Life is not a blaim game
Everyone and everything is on earth at this moment for a reason
Every one is unique in their own right
I am here for a reason
And this I know to be true
And I will fight my way to top

This disease will NEVER hold be back
It's just a little obstacle here and there
But I will overcome
I am now glad its me
It's me and I am happy

I am now on Twitter...still figuring it out!

Check Ms. Largie out on Twitter! I am still trying to figure out this site but we'll see what happens. I have no friends yet since my yahoo address book is so darn large but hey. I am a friendly person and I love to socialize when I in the mood! :-)

Ms. Largie

PS: So I am on Facebook, Myspace, blackplanet, linkedin, Hi5, Bebo (dont even know what the hell that is), and what else....tagged.com. I think that is it. I am easy to find.